I kept my word.. and am back here!

Been changing my plans for my next year (and subsequent years!)
The question of "where da hell am i suppose to cough up ?000!?!?!" from my previous post, i will correct now to: "where da hell am i suppose to cough up ?0'000?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?"
And after some thought (and tears), only in hell can i find such a figure.... and tbh i have no real family support... So! I am forced to take a year out, a gap year as you wish, to get some full-time job to earn at least 10k. It sucks hairy nipples, but now i had second thoughts about it.... maybe hairy nipples ain't so bad.  I mean, seriously now, I'd be earning for one thing!
So to those i've said I will never work again.... well i guess i will be eating my own words...

Now, I just gotta find a job  which aint as easy as it sounds (as i have learnt from my past). But not just ANY job! (yeh i'm picky!) Well, c'mon!! It's gonna be for a whole f*ckin' year! Anyways... i'll still apply for masters.. and see if i can delay that for a year or something.. unless i can't then i guess i just apply again the following year

So what fun stuff have i been up to...
Well, the only social thing i've done so far is attended a schoolmate's 21st party on a river cruiser. At first, i was all cba... but went anyway... and tbh it turned out to be very good fun...
Alcohol may have contributed to my decision... but do not underestimate you're friend's company is all i can say!

Well, it will be my graduation on Thurs... part of me is dreading it... the other part of me is also dreading it... and some small part is anticipating it.  Anyway, that's news for next time!

I see there's also alot of text here too.. so i will post another random pic:

student life huh

Hello!

i am not too inspired to blog much, but thought i should since my previous post is outrageously ancient!

So! The long awaited Summer has finally arived. As of yet, i'm not basking it in as i'd imagined previously. Haven't been doing much, which is no surprise, as i don't normally do much lol. But... i do wanna do something.. if that makes sense? Probably not. Mystic Lily is mystic as always. wtf.
I think i just need a job, and as with every friggin' summer i try to get one.... and fail.
Had a search today around the city centre, with 11 copies of my cv ready to splash out like flyers, i only managed to give out 3
All the other places I went into had no vacancies! Well... that's expected since returning students and school/college kids are grabbing all the places. C*nts
I guess 3 is better than none! I gave one to a new bar (actually an old pub/bar that has moved and taken over another one), as a bar staff (no way i'm gonna do kitchen shit.... it'll.... cramp my style ) The second cv i handed over was in Next, after hearing from a friend who presently works there, that there may be some temps. The third one i managed to force my cv in, was an opticians that i saw an ad in a newspaper.
So chances of me getting one of those jobs is probably... none  ... but who knows.

The other thing i'm trying to sort out is a Masters. So far i've applied to Liverpool, Nottingham, St. George's, Manchester and UCL. All of which are waiting for my transcripts, which aint here yet! The main drawback is fees. Now i don't have student loans.... where da hell am i suppose to cough up ?000?!?!
I'm such a retard for not applying for scholarships around January! But doubt i probably get one anyway since i don't really have a good enough record for people to throw money at me. Now its all past the deadlines and most have already been awarded to lucky overachievers out there. *sigh*

Hmm.. I actually feel better after writing this post. So i think i might do my rant again in the near future (be warned) . Seeing as there's a lot of text in here i'll end in a piccie for those who can't be arsed to read lol.

@ Daft Punk O2 Wireless Festival '07 . ciao.

Just a quick post, for sake of updates.. and to get the mould off my old one.

Yes exams for me have finished looooong ago. Well it seems so... its now been a week. So.... have i been partying?
Answer is no.    "WHY?!" says my devil conscience. Well... just cos!
Although i have been celebrating with online retail therapy and by playing Sims2 all day and all night. Mass gameage is my kind of therapy.  I've even bought the expansion packs: Pets and Nightlife. hoowee! So i've been quite absent on the internets. Also flatmate number 4, the chinese girl, she took back her router and fled the country. For real.
As a parting gift, she left some random stuff in the freezer, which we have eaten these past few days, lol.
Over the bank holiday weekend, Shay's sister came to visit, and to watch Pirates.

So, back to the question, "why haven't I been out soaking myself in alcohol and dancing like a slag?" The truth is, I'm actually waiting for everyone to bloody finish their exams! Guess thats the trouble with finishing early... but at least i ain't stressing, except for stuff like "what to wear" and the usuals
Yes that does mean fancy dress coming soon! And I already have sorted out my costume . It's an easy one, but original, and had to be done! The theme is Heroes and Villains for the vodbull on 7th June. Details till then

And now i wait... while giving myself hernia from Sonic and sleepless nights from Sims.

 The time is approaching.

With only a week left... I can't say with absolute honesty that i've been "revising my ass off". I should be. But i'm not. Why? because! just because.
I've done the odd reading and some notes, which is what i've progressed so far. The rest of my time has been spent being called out to pubs n bars. tsk.

Anyways:

Another food craving inspired doodle. (thanks for kit for the add)

Full speed from here on end! *fingerscrossed*

Done the dirty.

Yep, handed in the project write-up!  Despite my abnormal pattern of sleeping at 4am and waking up at 4pm, i somehow easily managed to arise at 8am, had coffee, etc and then casually strolled to uni with my printed 3 copies of the project (thanks to twiggy n roger! ), at 9. First stop: student funding place at the Aston Webb Building to pick something. Second stop: student Guild, to bind my 3 copies of work. But the place wasn't even open till 10am! I've also realised that i've forgotten my lab book, which was needed for submission too . So off home again. Tidied up the lab book, to make it more presentable for the lil examiners. Then once more to the Guild and then submitted the whole lot at the medskool office. Phew.

After some good chats with some people on my returning trip back to the flat, collapsed into a slumber for an hour. So.. should i feel "better" or more "relaxed" that my project has been handed-in? Well.... not too sure.. all i know is, i feel tired.
I could moan all day, or show you our ps3....

Thought so.

Yosh! Upcoming episodes of my life: Revision!